IM BACK!!!

Hi everyone, i wonder if anyone will read this?? I have been away from this blog for nearly 8 months, the time has gone by so fast and so slow at the same time. Um whats changed in the last 8 months? well I am an auntie to my sisters beautiful baby girl, I have been promoted at work to Senior Carer (after 2 years of them asking me i finally gave in. but apart from that, the only thing that has changed is my weight. I dont know what im up to now as terrified to step on the scales. im wearing size (uk) 14, and they dont feel confortable in even that size. I dont know why I have let myself get into this state, I dont even really care why, all I know is that I need to change my ways, and change my body in a drastic way. I wont be an 8 by xmas, or even a 10 im sure but I will be smaller and I will be more comfortable. Please stay with me through this journey and I will stay with you, together anything is possible xxabbixx